In my defence

I want to be very happy and I really hate having a list of things that make me happy. Why can’t I be just happy and free all the time with anything? Seems elusive when people search for happiness out there. Yes, it exists but people search it in the wrong places like in other people. I think it’s found way beyond any visible or tangible things like -in your own mind.

It is mentally important to rant, I so much believe in ranting, I rant a lot and I’m not stopping anytime soon. Did you just get treated unfairly?…rant. Found yourself in a messy situation because you didn’t have options..rant. Is someone or something bothering you?.. rant just don’t insult anyone or be too mean. I always get a restart button after every ranting.

I believe I’m a strong lady out there in the world but I’m ‘weak‘ to my family and my loved ones not because I’m actually weak but I doubt I can never win from them so I just let it all hang out.

I’m not trying to say love does not exist but just how much do you know about it? In my defence the feeling is different for everyone and according to those who understand it, you are not supposed to expect anything in return when you love someone (wait, does that also include them not loving you back?🤔). I hope we all have loved things/people we have never had/met and will never have but wish we could. My only question is, if we happen to love a thing/ person then “them” that we wished to have show up, do we love both, stay stuck, embrace the new and discard the old or we can’t love more than one thing/person at the same time? I’m defeated, this is clearly not my topic and I don’t know a lot about love I should guess, but I know a thing- I love

Some settings and features in our phones were meant to be used. Just a reminder, Put your phone on airplane mode before giving it to a kid so they won’t download or buy anything while playing with it. That is not being mean. Use do not disturb mode when you are having a physical chat with people cause clearly a phone call will be disturbing. It is a sign of respect

Audiences tend to laugh more at male comedians than their female counterparts that’s why I find it important to entertain myself and laugh at my own stupid jokes.

Death is inevitable and there is no escaping way from it. So why live all your life trying not to die rather than doing the right thing- Proper planning to die.

Thanks for understanding me in my defence, I will definitely understand you if you have different opinions that’s who I am.

Miss Curiosity.