Growing up I have always and probably still believe in this sentence that ‘people make time for people they want to make time for( agreed) and ‘no one is too busy for those they care about (unsure)’, but I mostly get it from those that are hurt or nagging that’s why I kind of don’t agree in totality.
I’m exhausted, so exhausted, completely worn out I can’t even sit down so I opted for the floor. While here lying on my floor I just thought I could happily sell myself for some candies if that will make me disappear for some hours. I have had a very long week and it’s just Wednesday evening. I wish I could get the superpower I have always mentioned in those fun games I play ( The superpower to control time) I promise you all we would be on Friday evening right now.
How insane does it sound when some humans cannot actually understand you when you say you couldn’t or can’t make it for reasons best know to you? In short of late I have been very engaged to an extent I cannot make a to do list even in my mind. I just wake up to everything and go to bed I can’t remember how.
What I’m trying to say is that honestly I haven’t had time for anyone not because I don’t have people I value but because I haven’t had the time. I can easily describe my situation like I’m trying to breathe freely although I cant (wearing a mask the whole day is still a struggle to me).I have been so engaged and things are so tight on my end. I lost approach but I’m hoping to recollect myself soon enough so I don’t lose my mind too.
I should get some rest now after this little reminder. I value every single human and really appreciate every single moment I spend with people physically or virtually. I can’t wait to have a normal and settled life again.
Yours,
Miss curiosity.
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